Diagnosing the wind

You are strong Sara and remember you always have a friend in me

This is what it feels like

It’s difficult to say what causes people to NEED to hear a diagnosis. It makes me crazy that they want to slap a label on me and shuffle me back on the shelf.

Please realize, You are not a book to be discarded after one perusal. You are a magnificent shiny thing. If you have issues it is most likely due to negative influence in your life.It is CHEMICAL. It’s not your fault. None of us chose this road.

I would almost rather those people to just stay the heck away, because I know I am so much more than a Bipolar I diagnosis. I will become the wind, rain, and flame through all this. Med changes suck because they cause extreme tiredness, irritability, negative self thought, and sooo much more. This will be a good thing for me. I believe this.

Bipolar Disorder

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But remember you are a fighter. And you do have a team in the shadows. Always willing to help you till. This team is what ever you need, and only you have the key to the lock, that holds this beast back. This beast will protect and serve you till the end. Just say the word and release then us we will come to you.

This is what it feels like

When life gets tough what do you do? When impossible things are asked where do you turn? What do you do when the simplistic existence you’ve built starts to crumble right before your eyes. What do you do when someone sees the darker sides of you and acknowledges their existence.

Surely you fight? But perhaps that’s not the answer this time. Perhaps instead you should resign yourself to playing the open book type and answer any questions asked, no matter how awk, or how painful they might be. Fighting yields good result at first, but it wears you down over time. No one was made to fight forever. Say that again. No one was made to fight forever. Even MMA fighters retire. Even fire fighters retire. No one was built to endure the smoke and haze of a fire for all their given days. I’m yet to find a 73…

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Best friends and the Pain we share

When you hear your BEST FRIEND is in trouble. But you cant help. Its one of the worst feelings in the world. When you are forbidden from seeing her it kills you. Even when you, yourself are being eaten away from the inside.

The only thing you want to do is be, by her side day in and day out. This is to my BEST FRIEND ( I’m here for you if u need me. ill be there By your side till the end. I Love You. )